Gotta get the courage to just do it. So many things that im scared of doing and saying to people, but its time to change that. Im sick of being screwed over by "friends" and even "family" for that matter. Sick of hiding my feelings for him. Being made to feel guilty for doing nothing wrong because im to much of a pansy to stick up for myself. Welllll ive said it before but this time i gotta change all of it, because life is to damn short to let people walk all over you. Shits already gone down with people and its about to get a whole lot worse.
People think they can lie, but never realize that to keep something hidden you just gotta keep lying and eventually you wont remember what story you told to who and guess what...those lies are starting to come undone so its go time baby! ive tried before but its been turned around to make me look like the one who should feel bad..and its worked, but no more. I know i dont deserve this shit anymore, the put downs and the dumbass drama ive been put me through. ITS OVERRRR!!!
People always judge and put others down to make themselves feel better. but the funny thing is, those are the people who have the most to hide..affairs..drugs..secret lives that they think others are oblivous to..buttt guess what..people know your secrets..so ya better be careful about judging others...like ben folds says It seems to me if you can't trust You can't be trusted. I guess I don’t really know much though because after all im just a “young adult” and im immature..but that’s okay because id rather be me..than a grown up child.
SoOoO basically im done with all the unnecessary drama that ive been put through by people who arent worth my energy and time. There are people who actually care and they are the ones who I want to be around because they make my life wayyy better. Soo HASTA LA VISTA to the dumb people and drama in my life…im D O N E!
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