So at this time it basically seems hopeless..but i know its not...tho it looks like it will never happen..it will eventually! The catch..no matter how much i keep telling myself and friends this..i still cannot really believe it myself.
Its almost the 19th birthday..yet my life really feels no different from any of my previous birthdays. Lately ive gotten close to some really awesome people..how did i make it through all these years without them? I dont know! lol but ive been able to let them in ..which was hard for me..but i am sooo glad that i have. Spending basically every weekend for the past month or so with them has been some of the best times ive ever had. There have been so many firsts with you guys! So i guess this birthday as well as everyday of my life is becoming different than im used to and im loving every minute of it. so thank you to the four of ya guys for showing me life will be okay! And of course to all of my amazing other friends and few and I mean few family members!!
Theres this chica..you know who you are :) i dont think ive ever had so much in common with anyone like the two of us! minus the liking kids thing! hahaha no homo..butttt its like we were made for eachother hehe!!...everything that i have gone through youve been there too and its so awesome to have you as my friend..and fellow wolfpack member ;) even though we havent known each other that long..it feels like i have..and i luv that!! soooo i jus wanted to say im hella glad we met and i can tell this is gunna be a really good friendship!
Guys will come and go..or in my case they will just go..but real friends are forever!! Lately i have been the happiest i have ever been..but at the same time the most irritated because letting go of people, guys, and past regrets hasnt been easy..but since i have..i have been way happier!
I started this off by saying that i basically feel hopeless..and i guess i still do..but life has a way of changing in a matter of seconds..so who knows whats gunna go on tomorrow or the day after that.. but i guess this is a thank you to those people in my life who are helping keep me sane! Nowwww we jus needa parttyyy!!! hehe
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